Sometimes my head hurts because I think too much. About someone. About someone I probably shouldn't be, someone that I can probably never have, that will never care how much I think...  Sometimes my head doesn't hurt. I don't know if this means I've stopped thinking and caring, bothering, wasting my time? I really don't know. It's these times that I wonder if I even like you anymore. When my head doesn't hurt, I try to think of you and I just can't. So I turn on music and see if the music helps. I listen to the same music you listen too and I wonder if you're listening to the same radio station too, at the same time...

I read stuff about dreams and people's thoughts on what dreams mean. They say if you think of someone or something before you fall asleep, they can appear in your dream. So naturally, I think of you. But you usually don't appear. They say if you can't sleep through the night, it's because someone is thinking of you. I sleep fine, straight through the night. This makes me feel lonely, unthought of. Then again, I like sleep and don't care to have insomnia-like habits. It's still nice to be thought of though. They say if you dream about someone, it's because they were thinking about you first. I hope this is true. I don't dream of you often, maybe twice a month, three times maybe. But that's ok. If this is all true, I'm sure you see my face when you sleep every night... Maybe.